The black shade tears

Today, we make history.
My past, a memory.

❤

th heart, th feeling.

it's jst thre, &it'll nver fade.

a friend, a loving friend perhaps.

i had good friends, and bad ones, but none seems to help.

i've entrusted them, i thought they'll be thre, but nothing seems right t me.

i've shouted, i screamt. but no one is jst willing t lend me a helping hand.

my heart shatters, th heart stopped beating, unkwing what's implaced for me.

not knowing what t do, helplessly, stranded in a black hole.

puzzled mind, confused heart, mixed feelings.

nothing seems t be helping, there's nothing t be said or done anymore.

it's impossible.

appreciate

love

while

you

can,

my

dear,

friend.

i love you.

i thought, having a new sister would be great for me.

a person would push things aside, and lend me a helping hand.

unfortunately no, am i asking too much my friend?

what am i t you all ?

trash?

dirt ?

tell me, please.

i'm weak and pathetic.

this is all i can describe abt me.

results, relationship, families, friends, health, money.

i loose out in everyone,

i've tried to help everyone in my surrounding.

i've tried so hard.

nothing seems t be working anymore.

no one's appreciating.

i'm sorry if i was a burden.

retribution, karma.

this is what i get & deserve.

sad t say, but i feel inferior to everyone now.

JEALOUSY .

DEATH.

KISSES.

HUGS.

CARES.

TRUST.

WARMTH.

bye people.